So, as I was looking over these past two entries and reading the comment from my Mom it occured to me how it really went down. So, as I said, at first I was set on no kids, then I wanted that one girl. When I found out I was pregnant and Saige was only nine months old it was a bit of a shock. I remember feeling a bit thrown off. When I first found out I had no interest in talking to any of my friends, at first I didn't even want to talk to my Mom or to Marc. I sat on our back deck and the only person in the whole world who's voice I wanted to hear and who I wanted desperately to talk to was my brother Mark. It was seriously like a revelation, all of the sudden I thought, "Oh my God, maybe this is what I am giving Saige." I thought maybe I could be giving her the chance at the relationship that I have with my brother. All of the sudden everything was okay. I understood. Let's hope that plays out the way I thought....
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Ok, Amy, now you've made me tear up. You have so much love and appreciation for the important people in your life--and really, who cares about the rest? just kidding, I said that just to make you laugh--I only hope you know how much you are loved and appreciated. Sounds queer (and who better to make a such a remark than me?), but you spread sunshine wherever you go. Our parents knew something when they dubbed you "Amy Angel". As for Saige and Chase, you were blessed with two truly magical children, and you and Marc have given them the freedom to be whoever they want to be. That both of them have taken full advantage of that opportunity will enables them to spread their own sunshine on others' lives. You done good, kid. LYTB
How do I edit my original comment? Strike the "will" that precedes "enables."
You did make me laugh, when I really needed to. Thank you. Don't worry about the extra word, we all know you're the smartest. LYTBT
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